I know I’ve been a right miserable bugger lately and I promise that this will pass soon and I will be back to my normal … oh wait, no, that’s right, I’ve always been a miserable bugger :p
So what’s my moan about today? I just need to ramble on about how demotivated I am so that I can feel I’ve got it down somewhere, can kick myself up the arse and get on with things.
CAKE-FEST 2012 last weekend, and a last minute family visit this week, both mean that I’m behind in emails, blog posts, work etc. And yet here I am, having finally got poorly Oliver to go to sleep without being attached to a nipple for this first time all day, and am I doing something constructive? No, I’m sat here feeling sorry for myself and eating chocolate.
Like I said earlier this month, I think the realities of working from home are catching up with me. Don’t get me wrong, I’m still really excited about this opportunity and have guaranteed work for the next 6 weeks with the potential for another big project to come after that; in fact I’m nearly in a position where I’m going to have to turn down work.
WAHMweb is a couple of articles off being ready for launch and my niche blogs are being suitably abandoned so plenty to get on with, but it’s hard going without the office banter and regular hot coffees. I talk to Oliver all day but have to say, the conversation is not up to much yet.
Oh well, at least I’ve got some interesting things to blog about coming up – received a nice package from Farmison yesterday, including some rare breed meat. Om nom nom.