May 11 2007
AARRRGGGHHH
I am an in such a fucking foul mood this evening. So many stupid things…
- I spent part of this afternoon re-doing work that I spent almost three hours yesterday polishing off (don’t ask).
- My face broke out in spots down one side last weekend and they won’t piss off. I look fifteen again.
- I haven’t seen my niece and nephew since Easter and it upsets me, yet the two most important people in their lives are far too fucking busy arguing with each other to appreciate the time that they do have with them.
- My niece turns three next Friday and because of said arguing I’ll probably not even get to see her.
- I’m fed up of stupid salads and vile veg. I need some fish and chips or a greasy fat pizza or something. And a stiff drink (shot of vodka or three should do it).
- I feel so demotivated I’ve not played with my Wii since Tuesday(?)
To make things worse I can’t even sidetrack myself with the Internet, because it’s virtually dead.. no e-drama, no fun, no controversial blog entries. Where is everyone?
Warning
This post is over 6 months old. This means that, despite my best intentions, it may no longer be accurate. Age, motherhood, experience, loss... these things have all changed me from when this blog was started back in the heady (ha) days of my youth.
As much as I would like to go back and edit 10 years of archives to provide an insight into the 'me' of now — to update coding snippets and revise website advice — it would probably take years to do so (by which point I'd have to start again!) This would defeat the point of keeping these archives anyway.
Please take these posts for what they are: a brief look into my past, my history, my journey.
9 Responses so far
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We’re all hiding. *sends you Vodka*
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*cough* emo *cough*
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If this dead phase continues I’m going to have to buy that t-shirt, “nobody reads my blog”. I look fifteen again too – oh, wait, I am. And acne infested at that. Only Spiderman is allowed to go emo!
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Go review “numbdoll” (on YS.nu or here) : be our usual self and then you’ll have e-drama. ^.^ That’s really sad about your niece, but we’ve all got problems. I’m generally very rarely criticize people who seem to behave “idiotically” (not referring to Internet issues here :P), as it’ll come to bite me in the backside. I’m just as idiotic, if not more.
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I could start some controversy if you like?
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pssst pssst… rose is a whoreface… she has been eating men up! (not really trying to make drama for you.)
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Oh dear… I hate blogs like this, I never know what to say about personal problems. But yeah, no E-Drama and it’s really boring :(
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Chin up, emo kid. I’ll start some e-drama if you want. Your site sucks. Haha, I can’t say that! I feel so guilty when I lie.
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I’d recommend that you force yourself to play the Wii for a bit. Play something funky and challenging. (That Mario game comes to mind again.) And mail your niece a pretty present in the mail. Maybe there’ll be more controversial blog entries once exam season is over.
