I think I had a panic attack on the way home from work today. I’ve never felt anything like it in my entire life. I couldn’t breathe, and the harder I tried the worse it became. I had an overwhelming urge to cry but nothing came out. It was as if I was going to vomit and piss myself at the same time.

I’ve been on my period for two weeks now, with constant cramping and headaches. If I pop any more painkillers I’m going to give myself a drug-induced heart attack.